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PlayerRakath
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NameMaya Matlin
GenderCis-Female
OrientationBisexual
StatusSingle
Age17
BirthdateMarch, 2nd
Height5'5"
CanonDegrassi
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Residence Lumière Dormitory 104
GradeSenior
ActorOlivia Scriven
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  • So Maya's been through a lot in her canon. A few people she knows have died, a few people she know were messed up in a bus accident, she was messed up in a bus accident. On top of all of that she's had constant fights with anxiety and depression, as well as a few run-ins with drug seeking and self destructive behavior.



    Maya has attempted suicide before, and still struggles with self destructive negative thoughts. That's a part of who she is. So comments are screened if you wish to request no mention of suicide, reduced negative thoughts in brackets, or just no tags from Maya. As this is still a part of her character and still something she deals with.



OOC PERMISSION

  • BACKTAGGING - Absolutely.

  • THREADHOPPING - Um, sure, if it's funny and the thread isn't too serious.

  • FOURTHWALLING - If it would be reasonable. I'd rather avoid it if at all possible.

  • OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS - Sure, go for it.




IC PERMISSION - FRIENDLY

  • TOUCHING - She'll at best non-react, and at worst flinch noticeably and pull away.

  • HUGGING - She needs hugs severely, but she'll probably be real awkward about it unless she really likes you.

  • KISSING - You don't kiss Maya, Maya kisses you. She'll shove you off if you try.

  • FLIRTING - Sure, she'll have issues seeing why you'd flirt with her.

  • ROMANCE - Maya's fairly romantic but she's got a lot of baggage so she'll be slow to start up, but it isn't off the table. Plot it with me after some threads though.

  • SEX - ...actually be easier than the above, but we'd have to work that out in advance.




IC PERMISSION - UNFRIENDLY

  • HITTING - I'm fine with it, Maya will try to defend herself, but mostly just try to escape. Maya's tougher than she seems.

  • INJURING - I'd rather have a plan, but it isn't off the table.

  • KILLING - Let's not.

  • DRUGGING - Let's not.







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2021-07-10 06:09 pm

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This is Maya, tell me something.
Or... you can leave,
that's probably better.

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2019-01-04 09:15 am

IC INBOX - Daybreak Academy


This is Maya, tell me something.
Or... you can leave,
that's probably better.

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2019-01-04 08:15 am
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Application for Daybreak Academy

PLAYER INFORMATION

NAME: Rakath
CONTACT: [plurk.com profile] Rakath
OTHER CHARACTER(S) IN GAME:
None!

CANON INFORMATION

CHARACTER NAME: Maya Ruby Matlin
CANON: Degrassi
HISTORY: Fandom Wikia

STRENGTHS: Due to everything Maya’s been through, she’s got compassion to spare now. She wants people to be their best and not suffer, so she generally finds way to help them (provided one of her flaws isn’t interfering). Her concern for others is from wanting someone to be there when she was at her weakest.

When it comes to her goals, she’s got passion. She’s bold and goes after what she wants. This mostly applies to desire to play and write music. But it applies to spending time with her friends and making sure her life is heading the direction she wants after… everything.

Finally she brings along a strange stillness to her. While she still has passion she’s lost a lot of her recklessness when she was younger. She doesn’t rush headlong into things without thinking anymore. Although the reasoning for this shift in her is- well, in her flaws section. This willingness to watch and wait is a positive in a few places.

FLAWS: Maya’s head is full of doubts about her place in the world. She wants to help but at the same time she isn’t sure how to help. Her depression and trauma tells her she can help by dying. That her presence makes the lives of others harder. And while she’s no longer suicidal… she is still very damaged.

Adding to that is a level of self-importance she views things that aren’t her fault as her fault. That not doing all the can means that the worst will not only happen, but be her fault. Somewhere along the lines of being a hero complex really. She hates feeling unable to do something, so she has to try and help (especially when she shouldn’t.

Finally, her doubts isolate her. She withdraws and doesn’t share her pain with others feeling she’s less deserving of support and help than others. That what she’s going through is less important than what her friends are dealing with. She can easily be bullied out of standing up for herself because other people are having bigger issues.

Canon Abilities: Maya's a perfectly normal teenager in canon. She's an expert musician with just about any stringed instrument. She's okay at school, and constantly butts in and tries to help others (to varying successes). But that's about it.


AU INFORMATION

AU CHARACTER NAME: Maya Ruby Matlin
AGE: 17
GRADE: Grade 11
AU BACKSTORY: Maya's backstory runs more or less the same as canon. Except various events have more magical involvements than strictly being mundane happenstance.

Maya's powers manifested first around the age of thirteen, a part of her powers hid her from supernatural forces (including any seers who might look for candles to recruit). She could hear something malevolent around her sister but didn't really pay attention to it, she thought it was in her head.

The same sound she heard around her boyfriend, a few months later. He died of suicide, and when Maya went for therapy the sound she talked about was just called a trauma reaction, she was looking for something that wasn't there.

The following year it seemed to be lurking around a few people. That time Maya got close enough to each person that her radiance drove it off. More sure it's there but not sure what ‘it’ is. She tried researching, but the internet isn't really big on magical things being spelled out for people.

Her search, and a seer finally seeing something, did lead to some hunters showing up. They ended the Demon that'd taken up residence in the school. Other monsters that showed up, she couldn't fight them but she could get people away from them. Hide them from the darkness with her powers.

Her Junior year was relatively quiet until the end, Maya heard a different sound, dark and terrifying, before the bus she and her friends was on flipped end over end. As much as magic is to blame for many things, Maya's personal hunting down and trying to save people from the darkness did take a toll. There were things in the dark, there were monsters to fear, but she also had her own demon. She was depressed, so over the summer she fell deeper into her own darkness.

But some more hunters were sent out to handle the demon that attacked the bus, and finally someone saw Maya. Or, rather, didn't. The seer in the group couldn't see the girl lying on the ground having attempted suicide, while the more combat centered hunters were helping her. Maya's candle finally known. Once she was sure to survive, they explained what she'd been truly up against. And offered her a chance to learn her craft to really fight. And not just get lucky.

Not that Maya counted this luck.

(Overall this means her seasons that are ‘canon’ are still canon, just more things involved Maya people things from monsters that other flames/hunters took out. They just never figured out Maya's involvement based on her powers. Season 11+12 = Freshman year, 13+14 = Sophomore Year, Next Class 1+2 = Junior Year. Next Class 3 = Senior Year. She's repeating Senior Year after being in therapy long enough to be sure she was okay.)

AU PERSONALITY DEVIATION: Maya's pretty much the same but more recklessly sure she has to save people. Which is a problem in itself. Also knowing monsters exist has made her more protective of people than normal.

In spite of both of these, her guilt over those hurt around her. Bad things she didn't stop, still weigh on her. And she still feels responsible for those things happening, in part because her being a candle did draw more attention as some of the monsters she ran from were looking for her.

Basically her canon hero complex and her guilt over said complex are worse.

RACE: Human
SECRET SOCIETY: She manifested years before she was recruited to the school. Due to her powers hiding her from the sight of anyone looking for new candles in the world. She's otherwise unaffiliated with any society.

POWERS: Maya has two primary abilities in her Candle/Flame. Suppression and Hearing.

Maya's Suppression reduces the sound she produces, both physical and magical. Reducing her ‘magical’ sound makes her harder to notice with magical senses. She's fuzzy when seers look at her through an astral eye, or any power like that. Trying to hone in on her takes more focus. This doesn't protect her from other physical senses, and isn't as effective against supernatural senses of smell (taste, sight, etc). She can hide those near her, right now her limit is one, but it requires actual effort on her part and exhausts her after.

Reducing her physical sound just makes her very quiet, and she has to try to be heard. But otherwise her footsteps make no noise, and monsters can't hear her heartbeat or breathing.

Her Hearing allows her to hear people's spiritual presence or any sort of magic. They make specific noises in her head she can interpret into something else. Some magical illusions she can't hear through without focus, but most monsters and outworldly beings will sound wrong. This isn't a seer ability, she can't hear the future, but the distances she can hear magically can be extensive (usually with powerful big deal magic going on).

As an OOC thing it'll be an opt in/out on Maya's journal, for people to describe what Maya hears from them.

HOUSING: No preference.

INTERVIEW SAMPLE PROMPT
(The following scenario is available to all characters who are apping in and is considered canon - before formal admittance into Daybreak Academy the administrative staff will give a series of questions and prompts to get a better feel for the character. Respond to the prompts in-character. Characters may lie, mark if they do with the word "lie" in parenthesis after the question answer.)

1. WHAT DO YOU MOST DESIRE FOR YOUR EDUCATIONAL EXPERIENCE?
“Um, in general or for the weird magic school thing? Cause if this wasn’t a freaky [Hogwarts] school I’d just say making friends and learning about other people. But I’d kinda like to be able to fight demons myself. And not just- know they exist? And barely be able to save people from them.”

2. WHAT DO YOU HOPE TO ACHIEVE IN THE FUTURE?
“I still wanna go into music production, or maybe release my own single. Or tour?” Maya paused, “If I can I mean. I know that having powers kinda means you might not get to do everything you wanted.”

3. DESCRIBE YOUR IDEA OF AN IDEAL SCHOOL EXPERIENCE.
Maya looks down, this is mostly to herself, “Not having to bury any friends. I mean- I just want to make some friends and learn all I can? I don’t really care about anything else.”

5. WHAT DO YOU FEEL MOST LIMITS YOU FROM ACHIEVING YOUR TRUE POTENTIAL?
Maya just stares out the window, “I don’t really want to answer that.”

6. WHAT COURSE WORK EXCITES YOU? WHY?
“I don’t know how good your music program is yet, but if it’s really good I’m excited. Cause, even after everything, music is what I want most in life.” Maya fidgets, “Is that selfish? It sounded selfish. I need to also focus on the magical coursework to help me protect others. Not just- hear monsters and be helpless.”

7. WHAT COURSE WORK DO YOU DETEST MOST? WHY?
“Working entirely in French kinda makes lit work annoying. And, like, I still hate gym.”

8. WHAT ACTIVITIES DO YOU PARTICIPATE IN OUTSIDE YOUR EDUCATION?
“I hope I can start a band? Like, alternative or rock, something really unique and weird. Not- magic weird, but just not mainstream? I wanna get noticed if I can. Still.” She scoffs after she realized she said ‘noticed.’

9. WHEN GIVEN FREE TIME, WHAT DO YOU DO WITH IT?
“I try to write music? And, like-” Maya looks a little shifty, “I don’t like having free time. I’m really bad with it.”

11. WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM YOUR PEERS?
There’s a definite pause as Maya’s mind works over what she expects from others, “Exactly what I hear out of them. People aren’t that surprising. Bastards sound like bastards to me. They can’t disappoint me if I know they suck.”

13. DO YOU FEEL YOU CAN RELY ON YOUR PEERS, OR DO YOU FEEL YOU MUST EXCEL ON YOUR OWN?
Maya considers all the people to let her down or betray her, “Relying on others isn’t easy for me. Even people that sound okay can let you down. If they’re good at hiding who they are. But- sometimes they just need you to try first?”

17. WHAT IN THE FUTURE DO YOU FEAR THE MOST?
Maya looks a little vacant at the question, it takes her a few moments to focus in, “...Me.”
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  • So Maya's been through a lot in her canon. A few people she knows have died, a few people she know were messed up in a bus accident, she was messed up in a bus accident. On top of all of that she's had constant fights with anxiety and depression, as well as a few run-ins with drug seeking and self destructive behavior.

    Maya has attempted suicide before, and still struggles with self destructive negative thoughts. That's a part of who she is. So comments are screened if you wish to request no mention of suicide, reduced negative thoughts in brackets, or just no tags from Maya. As this is still a part of her character and still something she deals with.
Hearing Ability
  • Maya's primary ability as a Candle is Hearing magic and how that interacts with others. It gives her some broad sense of a person she's nearby, or about any magic they're using. Various magics sound differently to her (but she can't always interpret the information, that's the opt out on this).

    NOTE: If a character goes through an event that causes a massive shift in who they are (trauma, falling in love, a sudden discovery of purpose or self worth, the realization all life is meaningless and you might as well eat dessert first) that would shift their personal sound to Maya so if you want her to realize this please update their sound when a thing happens.

    These questions are here for you to answer if you want, or just OPT OUT and Maya isn't sure what it means.

    Specific Sounds: Musical instruments, noises attached to places/ideas, tempos, melodies?
    General Impressions: What mood does this convey, or should convey, gentle, sinister, earnest. Are they carrying a magical curse that might also be heard (vampirism, lycanthropy, being a demon)? Are they using a magic Maya might hear? Also OPT OUT as an option.
    Illusions and Veils: If your character is using a complicated illusion magic to 'hide' themselves from the world, how many threads do you want it to take for Maya to push past their illusions and see what's underneath? I might offer modifications based on what Maya already knows, or doesn't know yet. For instance after the mission in Paris hunting an undead monster, she'll become more aware of what 'undead' sounds like.

    Maya is already aware of what 'daemon' sounds like, as well as 'bitten by a blighted spider, Peter ruined your secret identities forever.' (Difficult: Integer or Never as you like.)
    Other/Extra: Anything else you wanna add about this while screened? Such as Opt Out on Maya's depression thoughts.

OOC PERMISSION
  • BACKTAGGING - Absolutely.
  • THREADHOPPING - Um, sure, if it's funny and the thread isn't too serious.
  • FOURTHWALLING - If it would be reasonable. I'd rather avoid it if at all possible.
  • OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS - Sure, go for it.
IC PERMISSION - FRIENDLY
  • TOUCHING - She'll at best non-react, and at worst flinch noticeably and pull away.
  • HUGGING - She needs hugs severely, but she'll probably be real awkward about it unless she really likes you.
  • KISSING - You don't kiss Maya, Maya kisses you. She'll shove you off if you try.
  • FLIRTING - Sure, she'll have issues seeing why you'd flirt with her.
  • ROMANCE - Maya's fairly romantic but she's got a lot of baggage so she'll be slow to start up, but it isn't off the table. Plot it with me after some threads though.
  • SEX - ...actually be easier than the above, but we'd have to work that out in advance.
IC PERMISSION - UNFRIENDLY
  • HITTING - I'm fine with it, Maya will try to defend herself, but mostly just try to escape. Maya's tougher than she seems.
  • INJURING - I'd rather have a plan, but it isn't off the table.
  • KILLING - Let's not.
  • DRUGGING - Let's not.
'clean and simple' design by mistojen
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2017-02-13 10:58 pm

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BASIC INFORMATION
Name - Maya Matlin
Age - 18
Gender - Female
Series - Degrassi
Canon Type - Teen Drama
Orientation - Bisexual
Open Post - Link
PERSONALITY
Maya was this cute little goofy upbeat music nerd. She loved having fun, hanging with friends, being all the sorts of normal boring fun that people take for granted. Emphasis on ‘was.’ That was a long time ago, see Maya’s had a string of bad luck. She’s eighteen and two people near her are already dead, one of them she was dating. The bus crash, which put her best friend in a coma, was kinda the last straw for what let Maya pretend to be 'okay.'

This slow decline started with Cam Saunders. He killed himself. One day they were happy, the next he broke up with her, and after that he was dead. Two things changed with Maya then and there. First Maya became a lot more interested in living her life now, because tomorrows weren’t certain. Second, everyone in her life, was now her responsibility. That if she wasn’t there somehow everything that could go wrong, would, and worse than one would imagine. Not a very healthy mental state, but it kept her going. Pouring herself into helping, saving, her friends. It was enough for a while.

See for a while she put all her effort into keeping everyone around her safe. She doesn’t like people getting hurt, people suffering... unless she feels they deserve a little retribution. Maya’s mostly a good kid, but if someone makes others suffer for fun they deserve a little karma. Still, mostly she wants to help. Even people that wronged her in the past, if they’re suffering more than they deserve she’ll reach out to help them. Maybe not be friends with them, but help. In case worse happens. Which, even if it happened to someone she doesn’t like, she’d blame herself over it.

But after the bus crash she changed. Everything felt… empty, her dread and fear was replaced with a numbness she couldn’t escape. She couldn’t find the energy to fight anymore, she just sank deeper and deeper and nobody seemed to get her out. She started to believe she was the problem, everything that happened around her was her fault. It wasn’t rational, it wasn’t sane, but that thought festered in her mind until it consumed her. Those thoughts lead her to a dark, dangerous place. Ready to end it all, to save her friends and family from having to deal with her.

Fortunately she’s gotten help, she’s getting better, but she’s still haunted by these thoughts. She’s still afraid of all these thoughts in her head that lead her to where she ended up. Terrified of any evidence her thoughts are right about what she is, and what happens around her. She doesn’t want to slip back, so she’s very aware of the things she did at her worst. Watching videos of disasters. Holding herself under the water a little too long to be comfortable. Drawing away from people that might notice what’s wrong with her.

When she’s more involved, due to her music or her friends pulling her out of her shell, she’s soft spoken and a little dark, but there are hints of the little girl she used to be. She can be a little silly and fun. There’s still a hesitance, she waits and pauses before speaking, all the time. This fear manifesting in a pause before she talks. But she’s trying, she is getting out there and doing things. Even if she is very careful. Careful of her old habits, the ones that put her on this path. But she is still trying to move forward, get better, be more than what her darkest thoughts say. That’s the key, she hasn’t given up.
ROMANCE & SEX
Status - Single, not looking.
Orientation - Bisexual
Acceptable Age Gap - 2-3 years younger, 3-5 years older.
Type - Bad boys/girls. Someone damaged or a little in need of help, like her.
Emotional Comfort - Fears falling in Love.
Physical Comfort - Okay with anything.
Date Activities - Dinner, Shows, Daydrinking.
KINKS
✦ = receiving | ⇄ = both = ⇄ | giving = ✧

YES


— Vaginal Sex
— Oral Sex ⇄
— Anal Sex ✦
— Biting/Bruising | ⇄
— Banter | ⇄
— Handjobs | ⇄
— Toys | ⇄
— Public
— Over/Through Clothes
— Outdoors
— Underwater
— Powers in Sex | ✦
— Cuddling/Pillow Talk
(Especially if a FTB happened)

MAYBE


— Bondage play
— Pain play
— Power play
— Role play
— Age Difference

NO


— Bathroom stuff
— Bloodplay
— Master Slave
— Daddy Kink
— Infantilism

Questions? Kink not listed? Send me a message. I always like to plot things out.
HISTORY Part 1
This space will cover her Freshman and Sophomore Year information. Seasons 11-14 of Degrassi.

Seasons 11-12 cover her Freshman Year.
Seasons 13-14 cover her Sophomore Year.
HISTORY Part 2
This space will cover her Junior and Senior Year information. Seasons 1-4 of Degrassi: Next Class.

Seasons 1-2 cover her Junior Year.
Seasons 3-4 cover her Senior Year.
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2017-01-14 03:10 am

IC INBOX - WITCHY WILLOWS


This is Maya, tell me something.
Or... you can leave,
that's probably better.

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